Tuesday, April 14, 2015

就这样   还来不及接受
阿姨入土为安的第十三天
要怎么学会  接受  放下
我不知道  也不想学会
把阿姨还给我

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Everything no longer the same since a couple of months back. Been through a little bit of ups and a lot of downs. Though there are still a lot of uncertainties in life that remain unsolved but I'm glad that I got you to spend every moment together. Have faith!

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Everyone was shocked by the dramatic news of Y's leaving. Sad but yea nothing can be done. But is this planned or just coincidence? I'm puzzled. Who else can be trusted?  

You said no one is irreplaceable. Gonna bear this in mind. So I guess same goes to the rest who are leaving too? Wait and see. 

Anyway, I can totally understand whatever that was being told but doesn't mean I accept everything blindly. I'm holding on to my own standpoint.

Monday, March 10, 2014

The missing MH370 reminded me on how unconcerned I am towards the people around; and how ignorance I am towards the inner voice of mine. 

Texted dear Sis to remind her and myself to treasure everything we have and everyone we know, right here and right now. 

I couldn't imagine how great would the impact be if losing someone I'd really care. It's overwhelming to know that the passengers' families are undergoing great distress. I couldn't afford to lose, anyone.

Pray hard for MH370#



Saturday, February 22, 2014

所有的困惑  打成一个死结
Love at the first sight#

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

"When you finally let go of the past,
Something better comes along"
I couldn't agree more.
Perhaps it's time to learn how to let go the shadow from deep within..

Thursday, January 30, 2014

每个人在宿命里沦落
徒劳无功把自己搞疯


Tuesday, January 21, 2014

或许  明天以后还是会为了同一个原因开心难过
也或许  日子久了 学会拿捏 心自然就放宽了     
决定了 就跟着感觉走!

Sunday, January 19, 2014

The people thought that I'm in the state of emo.. Not sure if I really portraying a really emo-face? Too man stuff stuck in my head.. Probably it has been one of the reason that made me looked not-so-good.

I hates uncertainty. Hate the feeling of uncertain.

Anyway, will just go ahead with whatever needed, and shall wait for the favorable outcome.

And, when the time has come, will definitely go through it, with all the supports..

Let go.
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I know that I'm well-liked by the people around me. So what?!

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

A thrilling experience ever to ride bicycle in the middle of night, passing through the streets and all kind of buildings. Got really tensed up when the vehicles passing through. Ahhh the feelings of uncertain again. Anyway though I've yet conquer the nervousness of riding bicycle on the street, but I did it and returned home safe and sound.
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I'm glad to had run away
诚实面对自己  聆听心底的声音
往后的日子  要更勇敢地活着

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Perception is your projection. 
Vice versa.
A meaningful phrase that I've read today. 
Like us.

I've came to realize that sometimes things did really bring a very great impact on me which was beyond my control. Ahh the people. They don't even give a shit. I felt so blue and helpless that I had a lot of private talks lately. I felt sorry to myself to be such a blue-ish one. 

Gonna dig the bright one out from the deep within. 

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Have been feeling so depressed lately. Feel so dead.

Probably because it's like moving backward. Probably I'm still searching the direction that can fulfill the inner satisfaction of mine, which plays a huge role in life. My life. Don't tell me about the shitty reality if you do not even have the basic satisfaction about living. Yea so back off!

Living in the tiny hectic city isn't too ideal, at least not now. Cant get home. Can't even give my bestie a hug when she is in pain. I'm just one of the soul-less living creatures in the dead city. Anyway the people here aren't so humane, need not to mention some acquaintances too. Maybe they are just born to be not-so-humane?

I think I've always been a thoughtful and considerate one, I think. So I hate the one who take people/thing for granted, yea and I always do. I guess there is nothing I can do to change, so I rather keep a distance from the chaos and the people. So it's always not too late for you to realize and change. Sounds self-centered but it's so bloody true. The people, some but not all, should always change to be a little sensible to the people around and the world.

Crap. 

Probably I just need a vacation. Runaway.